so hannah was here *BIG SMILE* it was great! we hung out and talked and attempted to watch a movie but neither one of us can shut up long enough to get through more than a sceen or two. oh yeah and i got the cooliest hat ever. yay hannah getting me a browns hat. oh and she tottaly loves the throwing knives glad i went against like everyones advice on that. so then she spent the night and we slept for like 4 hrs then we started talking again haha i so love this girl! and my friends liked her too thats good cuz as dumb as they are they have never liked any of my exes maybe they were right. hope so. i really REALLY like this girl she is everything im looking for and i think im taking bollows advice for the first time ever and im gonna keep her.

so today was christmas. yay christmas. it was good to see all my family again but to be honist i was more happy to see them leave. every time i see them they seem to dissapoint me. for example my grandmother offers to take the whole family on a cruise to alaska FOR FREE and they dont want to go. then they decide they want to go to hawaii thats cool i want to go to but we were talking about what we would like to do and all my they keep talking about is spending days on the beach i mentioned the volcaino and the rain forest and traveling to the other islands and the only one who hears me is my grandmother the rest of them just keep babbleing about spending time on the beach "i want a bunch of days on the beach" and "i want a big hotel pool" GAH but its cool ill still get to do what i want because my dad and gramma both want to see the nature stuff too.
in other news hannahs comming to see me on tuesday *happy face i cant wait to give her her christmas present. shes gonna love it but this waiting is for the birds. i cant wait to see her it feels i havent seen her in forever i guess its been over a week but yeah i miss her like crazy. we had a 5 hr phone conversation last night i had no idea i could talk to anyone for that long but i did and it was far from boring. i usually hate tlaking o the phone to girls but i cant get enough of this one. i feel like shes been my best friend for years evne though its only been 15 days. yeah all ive got to say about hannah is SWEET shes so amazing and thats why i had a merry christmas well that and i get to go to alaska this summer

Ok I know its been a long time but whatever thats my style so there. I have lots of new stuff to report though the first being that jenn and I broke up. Im not really sad but its weird, I feel relieved from some dreaded obligation. that makes it sound like I never want to talk to the girl again but thats not true I just finally realized that it wasnt going to work we just didnt have enough in common. I really loved the girl and in some ways I always will but it just wasnt working and thats that. however the timing was bad and it was bad because I tried to prolong the relationship through the holidays hopping that things would get better but they didnt and then I broke up with her over the phone which I hated doing but its better that way.
ok so maybe theres more to the story
so about a 2 months ago I started talking to this girl hannah who went on the second geojourney trip. it was completely harmless well I had a motive but it was to try to bond with the new group and to try to get the new kids to come to our functions and not feel out of place. I accomplished this but in the process I kinda fell for hannah in the process. nothing ever happened between us until after we broke up with our significant others but there was an obvious attraction. so hannah and I are dating now and its fantastic. ive never dated a girl like her shes funny and playful but shes smart and caring and did I mention shes gorgeous well she is. she loves the out doors and everything I love. shes well perfect. I can and do talk to her about everything. ive never had a girlfriend that was actually my best friend too and its just cool. so anyway thats whats new with me well most of it.