ok so here i am procrastinating im not getting much done cuz i dont want to. so yeah um i guess ill go read about something i dont care about or maybe just sit here and watch tv kay well im out

I HAVE GREAT NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!! but well get to that later first id like to say that i think i may have done one of the coolest if not the coolest thing ever last night. i signed up to learn to SCUBA dive. HOW FREAKING SWEET IS THAT AHHHHHHHHHH im so excited. ive wanted to dive forever and now im finally going to learn. so yeah last friday i was sitting in chem class and i turned to see what other people were doing ... cuz i was bored and tristin had a dive magizine out and i was like you know how to scuba dive! and she says no im learning. so of course i was like well where do i sign up and I DID its gonna be so awsome and i know no one cares but im excited neway! ok so yeah that was the great news so i guess i lied there when i said we'd get to it later

this is ian thomas aka dive master signing out
(yes im in that good of a mood because of it)

ok so i went and saw sadies play the other day. it was good i was surprised how good of actress sadie is. parts of it were really funny others just good but thats not the real story here. see i went with hannah of course and when the play let out it was pooring down rain so hannah gets all mad and i start dancing like an idiot... i love bad weather i cant really explain it on here but it basicly makes me feel more alive. anyway so hannahs trudging through the rain with me singing and dancing like a fool until we pass some other people who were trying to stay dry and we laughed and then she started dancing with me. so there we were dancing in the rain jumping in puddles like 5 year olds haveing the time of our life and then we kissed and it was amazing. we walked around for a while being goofy and getting wet until we were cold. she spent the night in my arms and we talked like we always do and its normally the highlight of my night, but this kiss that first kiss in the rain it is something ill never ever forget. it was magic it was that one thing that makes her the one that one thing that tells me that shes special... she does it to me all the time and i know more every day that i love this girl with all my heart.

HOKAY SO.... there isnt all that much to say except that im bored aka trying not to study for the chem exam i have on wed (that im going to fail) so yeah. i was actually productive yesterday, not hugely so but i got some stuff done thats good right. ok so back to hannah best part. so yeah um last night um yeah i just love her more every minute. she is so perfect and she loves me. she really loves me. even when everything is going wrong she makes me smile. i only wish i could give her every thing she deserves. oh well itll give me something to work for...forever

oh how i love this girl

not much to say just want everone to know that i will reside in camble hill apartments next year with some of my best friends, its gonna be a blast. oh yeah and of course i love hannah, even more. she makes everything better no matter whats happening to me or whats on my mind she can make it dissapear in a second without a word. she is the most amazing girl ive ever met.

ok so yeah i went home this weekend it sucked hardcore i dont think im gonna go home any more there is no reason to. i feel bad for my dad but i cant take my mom any more i was home for like 12 hrs all weekend and my mom and i had 2 screaming matches. i cant take her any more and im going to leave and never look back one of these days and the only thing thatll hurt is knowing my dad misses me. i always swore i wouldnt let her push me away from him but shes doing it. whatever its ok ill get over it
on a positive note yeah remember that girl you know the one that im head over heels in love with yeah i went to meet her mom and brother weekend they both seem really down to earth and fun and they didnt hate me so thats good too i guess. haha i got to paly with all the little kids too. I love little kids. I tried to refrain but I couldn't I had to go wrestle with them and hannah it was so much fun. Ok so then it was like 8 and it started to snow and hannah and i decided that i should stay...Basically to stay but I wasnt arguing in the least so yeah i got to sleep next to her which is my favorite thing in the world to do. but it gets better we woke up and there was a coating of snow on everything it was so beautiful oh yeah then I rolled over and hannah was there so that was even better so yeah um im in love with this one but now i gots to go to skool
later